i love the ex-REM girl who is now hosting the groom my room show on okto. kim wakerman. and i found her blog. no, im no stalker, just happen to drop by her blog while googling her up on yahoo. click click! kim wakerman she has the most beautifulest eyes; lined with kohl, the most striking smile, pretty hair. sumer org aku suker. anyway anyway! you gotta see this!
i wonder if you know! where the gantry never grow! where the lorry never worry travel freely where you go! pulau bukom! beep beep beep! pulau tekong! beep beep beep!
and for those ccpes who wants to create awareness on h1n1, this is the way to go!
and this is the most irritating ever on erp. hahaha!
hahaa. i dun care if my blog looks messy now. but its damn funny lar. but i love the short haired wondergirls. wooo.
lagi skalik aku post nie lagu!
3 way rounds Wednesday, June 17, 2009 11:32 a.m.
topic number one
love, a want or a need?
love is general. love is broad. it narrows down to each individual on how they define it. how they want it, and how they see it, how they perceive it. love, from my point of view, is one of the most important aspect with respect to our daily life. without love, there are no smile, no laughter. love is the basic ingredient to these. you smile because you feel loved. you smile because you want someone to feel happy. love is happiness, joyfullness, full of gleefulness. love is not a want, but a need. we all need love. its undeniable. withoutit, life is mundane, dull, you wont see the colours, you'll see grey all around.
when i say about love, im refering to our daily life. basically love for everything. god, humanity, work, family, life, animals, everything. love. if you dun love them, if you dun have the love in you, i can only give you one advise. shoot yourself. or befriends with me, and i will show you what love is. love makes you look forward to another day. love makes you smile, makes you world and your life unpredictable, hands down.
thus i conclude in a short span of 20 mins, love is a need, and not a want. without it, without it, life is just life, and you'll be the master of unexpressionist.
laws of attraction Tuesday, June 16, 2009 02:51 p.m.
anyway, i got bored and started writing about this. its really really been a while.
As you walk pass by me the first time
I start making decision with my heart…
Your laughter spreads joy all around
Effortlessly, you swept me off
You swept me off that I surrender to love
Your smile put me in dazed for days
And I start counting stars in daylight
I lost my mind, youre a complete turnover
Flooding the tiny vessel in me with love
Making my heart dance to your song
Putting me in a complete state of glee
Your presence is a complete turnover
A complete turnover
Your eyes pierced through me
Accidentally, touching me with your stare
You stared so deep that I surrender to love
Your speech echoed with the wind
Like a lullaby making me dream
I lost my mind, youre a complete turnover
I start making decision with my heart
As you walk pass by me the first time.
- youre a turnover, lukman
ehhh Friday, June 12, 2009 09:12 p.m.
someone said my blog is plain and mundane coz there are no more pictures in here. oh really?
inspire me Sunday, June 7, 2009 02:13 a.m.
i need some inspiration. and i need to get my desktop up and running again. working on my super mini laptop is not doing me any good. i need to get my brain go wild. think lukman.
west to east Saturday, June 6, 2009 09:28 a.m.
i had a long night sleep after a very long working week. and in my 10 hours of sleep, i think i dreamt about some hindi movies. if not, i wont be youtube-ing and listening to all shah rukh khan, kajol and all their counterparts music videos. my first watch-in-cinema hindi movie dated way back 1n 1995. yeah, when i was nine. thats the reason why i end up being this way.
sometimes, i dun understand why people can stand watching hindi movies. here i go again. based on what i heard so far, many cant stand the long hours of the film. cmon, if i throw you one korean melodrama; romance plus comedy, consisting of 4 dvds, 16 episodes, estimated 16 hours, i can bet you will stay rooted to your seat. because korean love dramas are unpredictably sweet. second on the list of the complains, they will say the songs are lame. they are not lor. in fact, many of them are very make-you-want-to-sing-and-dance along song. and the scenes are all colourful and vibrant. and thirdly, they can stand the unrealistic fight scenes. hey, thats already stereotyping. i think, personally, the koreans and indians make better love stories compared to the west. hollywood are more inclined to chick flicks, 80mins huh-what-movie, actions, cgi, thriller. but when it comes from complicated to straight forward love stories, the east wins. hands down. coz we're that hopeless romantic.
phtogcomp Thursday, June 4, 2009 08:55 a.m.
with the recent H1N1 flu, tensions rising about a nuclear state north korea, taliban killing hostages, increase of HIV infected in singapore, what is so wrong with the world. but right now in my world, im all blank. there is nothing left for me to do at work. and its only like nine. but then again, lets cherish what i have now. what am i talking about lar. i want to capture colours lar.
the oc vs the korean girls Saturday, May 30, 2009 04:55 p.m.
the best series i have ever watch. i think i must have a weekend time alone, watch the OC all over again, and fall in love. ok. top 5 reasons why i like the oc.
because it has the good music. because i can relate to it. because of its bizzare love triangle. because of anna stern. and summer roberts. and of course, the oc changed me. hahha.
or i will be wearing size L tops and baggy pants all around town. haha. and why is it that girls love dating high profile guys. or anything related to it. ok lukman. dah. time to play mafia wars already. k one more video.
it made me want to date korean girls. i dunno why they are so fair. flawless somemore. and all are pretty. i think i should make good rapport with my korean students in school, get in touch with their family members, and see if my students have any korean sister. hahaha. they have cute dancesteps. but wondergirls still amuse me.
Monday, May 25, 2009 01:09 a.m.
looking at all the websites at csselite makes me wanna do something to my page. making it image intensive, picture updates, eh dah lar. tmrw working. happy birthday adek!
signs Sunday, May 24, 2009 09:31 a.m.
i watched a video entitled 'signs' at youtube that i get to know from a friend. its a short film. and its a good one. a film without uttering any word. communicating by means of paper and pen. whenever i watch this kind of film, i will start to put myself in that position. because im that hopeless romantic. i dunno what im capable of doing when im in love.
its always good at the beginning. i hate to be unknown. akhirnya kau berlepas, ke dunia yang berbeza. mengapa ku terlambat, luahkan perasaan. thanks eh hairol.
i need more friends into photography for photo comp next month. anyone?
you wore me out Saturday, May 23, 2009 08:19 p.m.
time for a new beginning with a new look lar. sick of this page already.
quoteed Saturday, May 16, 2009 03:31 p.m.
as quoted from a friend.
I totally agree with this part: as human beings, what we can't have is what we replay in our head over and over again before we go to sleep.'
a fukcing rollercoaster Saturday, May 16, 2009 02:13 p.m.
and so it is. the month of may. 5 months through the year. work has been fantastic, working with students is a bliss. and ive received 'quotes' from my students, like, teacher, are you hadi mirza? or like, teacher, you look like taufiq batisah. haha! and i received several comments from teachers, mr lukman, i like your eyes. or like, man man, why your eyelashes so long? so nice. or like why today you look so nice? got a date is it? a big ego boost to pull myself up. but i will stay rooted down to earth. its a whole new working environment. enroute to adulthood i assume. and its a fucking rollercoaster ride. a whole emotional turbulence.
i read a friends blog. saying would you attend to your ex's wedding. i asked some of my friends about this, and i received mostly negative answers. i dunno whats the point im trying to bring up here, but the thing is, i dunno what im trying to convey. well, if shes happy, you should be happy too. and if im happy, she should be happy to right. unless yeah. lets listen to some meg and dia..
round upp Saturday, April 18, 2009 08:10 a.m.
well, tampines one had their mall opening few weeks back. and this means, more people will flood tampines, more people will hang around tampines, and tampines will be an unhealthy place to be in. unhealthy in every sense. carpark lot from my neighbourhood will be full, more traffic and blablabla. and work, looking at the bright side of it, was fun. although the sports day was a complete mess for me, i had fun. but i got darker. on a lighter note, happy belated birthday to kakak, khai, and fairuz. may you live a long healthy life. and, i found this on a friend's blog, and i just thought of sharing it with you people. another youtube video. what can you expect from me right.
lol at joey at 0.46. priceless. its nice to have friends like that friends friends. and im blessed to have such nice yet crazy yet so-on-the-ball with work friends. and as quoted from my assistant zone manager, paul, during one of the impromptu meeting, 'i like you arh. easy to talk to. well versed. so on the ball' lol. am i really that on the ball with work. stop it sia
19 starss Friday, April 10, 2009 09:15 a.m.
i love you both meg and dia! you rock my world lar.
dadada Monday, April 6, 2009 12:18 a.m.
i came across a blog that put my mind to evaluating some stuff. how do one differentiate a mat from a boy next door? is it about how they dress. or how they talk. how they behave? i usually hangout with my friends at some quiet neighborhood. does that qualify me as being one too? will the girls or uncle and aunties who pass by us think that we are matreps or someone with no education or future or anything?
ok lukman. takper. tmrw you work. so i think you better sleep. and stop thinking nonsense. just have a mind of your own. so what if they dun fancy me. i have my own ways.
i confess Saturday, April 4, 2009 08:18 a.m.
taylor swift is my girlfriend.
life is a gift Saturday, April 4, 2009 08:11 a.m.
while at work, im listening to meg and dia's nineteen stars. but while listening to it, im humming to taylor swift's love story. it has been more than a month lukman. get that song out of your head! no more. ok ok. last one.
cant help it coz i like the music video. coz theres a little touch of medieval. why cant people in this modern era wear ball gowns or anything thats medievally when they're out? im gonna appeal to mr obama to have a medieval day, where all people in the world need to wear something like that. anyway, work has been a big blow for me. but im not going to complain. and before you start to complain to, read this. coz life is a gift.
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
so together, hand in hand, let us put our selfishness aside, and thank god for what we have right now. and make sure to smile alot. it makes people day.
lets goo Wednesday, April 1, 2009 06:31 p.m.
i was bored and i try out this quiz. try it. i bet everyones answers are the same. its at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx. anyway, work is fine. a jedi padawan is now a jedi knight. im on my own in st stephen's school. my own desk, my own pc, my own files, wahhhh!!
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
lg cookie Sunday, March 29, 2009 10:44 p.m.
quoted from froz. lukman has been changing his hp for more than 10 times in the past 2 years. its either spoilt, broken, or lost.
from now on, i promise i will take care of my phone. i will never let you fall! even if saving you sends me to heaven, LG COOKIE! but i spilled some pasta sauce on it just now.
i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone. i will learn to love my handphone.
mixed Friday, March 20, 2009 02:38 a.m.
know what you want lukman!
jia you!!
its the way you make me feel Saturday, March 14, 2009 07:59 p.m.
i was sleeping with the tv switched on. and i dunno how i managed to wake up when taylor swifts love story music video is showing on chart attact on mtv. honestly, i find the music video very interesting. maybe because i like the theme. the 18th century costumes, balls, dances. i wish theres some kind of cotillion for me. hahaha! ive been listening to alot of pop music lately. that doesnt make me kental right. musics are meant to be appreaciated in any ways. and this reminds me of the good old secondary days.
ccpe Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:38 p.m.
waahhh. i cant believe after this, i will be waking up early morning on weekdays for the rest of the year. oh no. adulthood is no fun. it is never fun. its time to get in touch with photography backk..